Looking for God?
God is everything you can see – the meditator, the rock and the ocean.
No shirt, no shoes, no rules. God doesn’t care. But Spirit very much cares you are looking and hopes you find what you are looking for.
Let the journey begin.
Looking for Love? Love and God are the same. We were created from Love. But we can’t just think about it. The goal here is to feel both the God inside and the Love that you already have.
Love & Fear Wars
EPISODE I
Once upon a time
In a galaxy far, far away...
Yoda wondered:
what if God is not Darth, an old,
angry white guy --
but the living power in everything around him?
What if God is the gentle pulse beneath his skin, a current that hums through every cell?
What if the love energy he's been
searching for is already flowing through the
trees, the wind, the laughter, the silence?
It reminds us we are part of everything
It's not lightening.
II's a soft, vibrant charge.
A subtle vibration that opens the chest,
makes the body feel alive.
Could it be Love?
Or more than a feeling?
It is energy, alive,
a spirit that dances along the currents of life.
All of it waiting for us to notice.
All of it waiting for us to awaken.
Be still, and know that we are aspects of God,
together here to co-create our experiences of life.
Episode II
The Dark Side
In another part of the galaxy,
a different current flows --
heavy, dark, commanding.
Fear presses the chest, calls for control,
and pulls attention outward instead of inward.
Whispers of loss, pain, and power slipping away,
calling for control, gripping the heart.
But we cannot have love without fear, light without dark,
or joy without sorrow.
Duality is born. Even this energy is alive,
and like love, it is part of the Force,
waiting to be noticed and understood,
waiting to see which path each person chooses.
This is the Dark Side, not just anger,
but the shadow of fear trying to survive.
And still it is an aspect of the Force.
Do we surrender to the Dark Side - the fear? Or Love - the trust?
In the beginning ....
I asked my church who God was.
I heard God is love and forgivness. But I didn’t see it much in church. In fact fear was what I felt. And so I asked about that and got answers that were convoluted. And the more I asked the crazier the answers became. So I gave up. But then through a miracle I heard audio of Conversations with God and it made sense. Finally. Maybe there are two entities in the Bible. Love from Jesus and fear from the church and Rome. And the battle is which one do we choose in this worldly dimension?
The purpose of this site is to explore a new way of looking at God and the spiritual worlds and how life works. Here are some ideas to help visitors think about the meaning of life for each one.
If you feel something doesn’t feel right for you, ignore it and just take what does.
We hope this site can be helpful to you. We welcome your thoughts. And we hope you can choose love for all there is in your life.
Who Is God?
God is the energy that you feel, the current that runs through everything in the universe. God so wanted to experience us that It created us to feel this life through us and gave us the free will to create the world we wanted. So you and God are very much entwined in this 3D co-creation. God doesn’t want you to suffer but get what you really want. The world you get is the world you create with your thoughts every moment. And don’t worry about sin and judgement. That was created by man.
What is this crazy thing called Love.
Love is when we feel the connection we have with the things that make us smile. And we were created from love. Love for a spouse, your kid or your parents all come from this universal love.
How to talk with God.
It don’t matter where nor how. Just start.
And get your spidy senses ready because if you can be quiet the answers will come to you.
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Did religion kill Jesus, and did spirituality bring him back?
Is God religious?
"Religion is when someone tells you who God is. Spirituality is when you find out all by yourself." Deepak Chopra
Every Time I look in the MIRROR, GOD looks back
God created and is the energy within us: you, me, your pet, the planet, everything in the universe, in order to experience life through us.
Rebel with a Cause - Jesus wasn't preaching religion - He was undoing it.
If we follow just the words out of Jesus’ mouth He never said He came to save anyone from hell. When I follow only the words out of His mouth it makes sense.
These ?’s Could Change Your Life:
Sometimes, all it takes is one idea to shift your entire mindset. One truth to hit you in the heart and flip the way you see yourself, others, or the world. If you’re feeling stuck, disconnected, or like life’s on autopilot—these truths might just wake something up in you.
Here are 7 life-changing questions to answer. They aren’t complicated—but they are powerful.
Why is life so fuking hard?
Life
Let’s be real—sometimes life feels like a cosmic joke, and the punchline is pain. You pray, hope, try to be a good person… and then boom, life hits you with a breakup, a job loss, or some unexplainable loss that makes you want to scream, “Really, God?!”
It can be an SOB. But this is life and it is best to appreciate it because as hard as it can be it is better than not living. It is a gift to make us grow through it all is the meaning. To create the person you wish to be.
How can I feel real love?
Spiritual Ideas
Spirituality doesn’t have to mean sitting cross-legged on a mountain or quoting ancient scriptures. Sometimes, it’s as simple (and as powerful) as choosing love over fear or saying “thank you” when things go right—or even when they don’t.
If you’re craving something deeper but not preachy, here are two cool spiritual ideas—love and gratitude—that can shift your mindset, change your relationships, and even bring a little peace into your everyday life.
How can I be happy?
Happiness
Let’s be honest—happiness feels complicated sometimes. One minute you’re fine, the next you’re comparing your life to someone else’s Instagram or wondering why nothing feels good enough. So if you’re asking, “How can I be happy?”—you’re not alone.
Here’s the good news: happiness isn’t some rare treasure only lucky people find. It’s something you can build, bit by bit, in real life, without needing to have it all figured out.
One key is appreciation for all you have and all you are able to experience in this life that you could not if you were not here. Simple things like the sunshine, your favorite song, chocolate cake, love and kittens.
Another is to live in only this moment now without worrying about tomorrow nor regreting the past
And no expectation for results. Do what you can and leave the results to the universe. The Universe can be much wiser than the wisest man.
Why does God allow suffering if God is love?
Suffering
Suffering is not something God creates to punish us. Blaming God for suffering is a very human habit — when something hurts, we often look for somone else to blame.
God does not sit somewhere deciding who should suffer. Suffering grows out of free will, fear, misunderstanding, and the choices made by human beings over tiem. It is also conneted to what we believe, expect, and repeat inside ourselves. Life responds nore to what we focus on and cary within than to ideas of “good” and “bad.” If we think about monsters we get monsters. The universe doesn’t hear if we don’t want something. It just hears monsters and it says ok.
The universe does not judge. It simply reflects what is moving throught us — our fears, our hopes, our habits, and our beliefs.
Think about this: Do doctors want people to suffer? Of course not. Yet illness still exists and the mdical industry rolls on.. Do humans want others to starve? Most don’t. Yet hunger still exists. In fact every year millions of people die from hunger, even when the world already grows more than enough food to feed everyone. At the same time, millions more are born into a world that has the ability to care for all of them but chooses not to.
If this is love, then we have misunderstood what love really is.
Love is not words, beliefs, or prayers alone. Love is feeding, sharing, protecting, and caring. Where those actions are missing, suffering appears — not because God failed, but because love was not lived.
The world could end hunger quickly if we truly chose to. So much food is thrown away every day. So much care is available, yet not shared equally. These are not failures of God — they are reflections of human choices, systems, fears, and priorities.
God created life and gave it freedom. What we do with that freedom is up to us.
So who is responsibel when someone is atacked or robbed?
In one sense not you — you did not plan it. But in another sense, it is all of us, because we help created the kind of world we live in through what we tolerate, ignore, reward, and repeat.
When love is present, people care for each other, share, protect, listen, and help. When love is missing, people hoard, harm, ignore, exploit, and turn away.
So sffering isn’t mysterious. It grows wherever care is replaced by fear, sharing is replaced by greed, and connection is replaced by isolation.
Love is not just a feeling. It is what moves hands to help, hearts to open, and systems to change. Where that movement stops, suffering begins.
What is reality and whose version are you seeing?
Most of what exists, we cannot see.
We only see a thin slice of reality — what our eyes and senses are built to notice. Yet we already know there are things all around us that are invisisble: air, gravity, radio waves, emotions, thoughts and time itself.
Long ago, people thought the world was flat. Later, they thought the sun went around the earth. What we “know” keeps changing.
So it is honest to say: We do not yet know how big reality really is.
There may be worlds within worlds — tiny worlds beyond what microscopes can show, and vast worlds beyond what telescopes can reach.
There may be dimendions of life and itelligence we do not yet understand.
Not believing in them doesn’t make them impossible. And believing in them doesn’t make them proven.
This is not about fear or fantasy. It is about humility.
We are living inside a mystery much larger than our current ideas.
And God — the living presence behind life — is not limited by what we can see, measure, or explain.
Curiousity is not dangerous. Fear is what closes the door.
You don’t have to know everything to live in wonder. You only have to admit that reality is bigger than your current picture of it.
Are the Competing Scriptures and Ancient Stories True?
Many of the ideas about strange beings, hidden worlds, and cosmic struggles did not begin in modern times. They appear in very old writing — some included in the Bible, and many left out.
The Book of Enoch
The Book of Enuch is an ancient Jewish text that did not make it into the Catholic or Protestant Bible, but it was widely read in early times.
It speaks about: “Watchers,” beings who came down to Earth, Teaching humans knowledge they were not ready for, a rebellion among higher beings, giants and strange hybrid beings, a cosmic judgement and restoration.
Some read these as angels. Some see them as symbolic forces.
Some imagine them as interdimensional or extraterestrial beings.
The text itself uses spiritual language, not modern science language. What people see in it often relects their own time and imagination.
The Nag Hammadi (Gnostic Texts)
Discovered in Egypt in 1945, these early Christian-era writing talk about” Mutliple levels of reality, A false or ignorant creator of the material world, A higher true source beyond that creator, Divine light trapped inside human beings.
Some modern readers connect this to: The idea of a “prison world”, Humanity forgetting its true origin, A cosmic struggle over consciousness.
Again, the tezts are sympolic and spiritual. Modern readers add sci-fi meaning that the original writers never used.
The Dead Sea Scrolls.
These include both biblical and non-bilbical writings .Some describe: Wars between forces of light and darkness, Non-human or spiritual beings active in history, Hidden knowledge about cosmic order.
Not aliens — but not simple human history either.
Older stories than the Bible
Many famout Bible stories appear in much older cultures: Flood stories exist in Sumerian, Babylonian, and Assyrian texts long before the Bible, Creation stories appear in many ancient cultures, Stories of gods, watchers, or sky beings exist worldwide.
And all the new discoveries of advanced technologies in Egypt and the area point to a vast unrealized history beyond imagination.
These things do not mean the Bible is “false.” It means the Bible may be part of a much older human conversation — retelling ancient truths in new language.
We have always sensed that: We come from something greater. We are not the first to ask these questions, Reality is larger than what we see.
Whether these storis are literal, symbolic, spiritual, or imaginative, they all point to the same trugh:
Humanity has always known it is part of a mystery. And God–the living presence behind life — is bigger than any one story, book, or explanation.
You don’t have to decide which story is “right.” You only have to stay open to the wonder that all these stories are trying to touch.
Doesn't it seem no matter which pill you choose, you will still be in the Matrix?
So what if we become just the observer and stay out completely? If we are in the Matrix it is easy to think we and God are seperate, but God and you are one, we are just not realized. Jesus and others are realized. We can become realized too. This is knowing who we are.
We begin to become realized by noticing the one who is noticing.
Right now: Notice a thought. Notice it fade. What is aware of that? Don’t answer with words. Just feel.